
Dreaming the Mórrígan
A dance film exploring women's journeys with sexual sovereignty through creative conversation with the mythology of the Mórrígan, Irish sovereignty goddess.
A Dance Film in Seven Parts
Part 1: Awaken
"Awaken" is an entry point into the dreaming. The dreamer opens herself to the dream and the Mórrígan awakens in her. This is the first of many appearances of the theme of triplicity (The Mórrígan as a triple goddess) appears here, as well as the arrival of the crows/carrion birds.
Part 2: Famine
“Famine,” regards the state of women’s sexuality/sexual sovereignty in a culture which demeans and objectifies them. It explores themes of emptiness, soul-loss, disconnection from self, imprisonment, raw instinctual hunger, materialism, and internalized self-hatred/erasure. It was additionally inspired by the words of the Mórrígan’s dark prophecy at the end of The Second Battle of Moytura in which she speaks of an apocalyptic time full of famine, betrayal, and destruction.
Part 3: The Red Badb
“The Red Badb,” emerges from “Famine” with the Red Woman taking center stage. The Red Woman is a character who came forth in me as a feminine-sexuality-embodiment of the Red Badb, or the form of the Mórrígan, who as a crow or carrion bird, screeches over the battlefield, terrifying warriors to death and reveling in the bloody carnage of battle. The Red Woman lusts for blood and killing and is possessed by violence, destruction, and the desire to render and consume the hearts of others because her own heart has been so broken. Here we see themes of weaponized sexuality, heartbreak, and internalized violence.
Part 4: Arise to Battle
“Arise to Battle,” the title of part four, are among the first words spoken in one of the Mórrígan’s incitements to her people (the Tuatha Dé Danann) as they prepare to overthrow a corrupt king and his invading army who has taken over their homeland (in the The Second Battle of Maige Tuired). This piece is a remembrance of ancestral roots and warrior’s courage, which are as necessary in the reclaiming of women’s sexual sovereignty as they are to reclaiming one’s homeland from invaders. It also takes into account the Mórrígan’s usage of battle magic rather than participation in direct combat. This leads to the appearance of the washer at the ford at the end of the piece, an omen of impending death for those who see her washing their bloodied garments (often she is seen by oath-breaking kings before their untimely deaths). Here she washes the white dress of naïve maidenhood.
Part 5: False Kings
“False Kings” combines the duty performed by the Mórrígan of deposing oath-breaking kings (for example kings who have selfishly betrayed their duties to care for the land and people) with the ancient Celtic practice of ritually keeping the head of one’s enemies in order to take the power of said enemy for themselves. In this piece, a faceless priestess dances with the bloody heads of two deposed kings in order to banish them further from power and reclaim stolen sovereignty.
Part 6: What is a River?
“What is a River” explores what happens after all of the previous parts. I asked myself: What comes after all the rage, the battle, the banishment, and the reclamation of power? The answer that arrived was the river. Dissolving. Surrender. Washing away. Un-becoming to become whole again. “What is a River” relates to the story of Odras, in which the Mórrígan turns Odras into a puddle that becomes a river after Odras seeks to prevent the Mórrígan from mating Odras’s cow with the Mórrígan’s bull. It also relates to a scene in the second battle of Maige Tuired when the Mórrígan awaits her husband at the River Unshin, placing one foot on each bank of the river and washing her vulva in anticipation of his arrival. The place in the river is henceforth called ”the bed of the couple.”
Part 7: Dignity
“Dignity” is the re-awakening of the dreamer. The first layer that must be removed is the mask and regalia of the Mórrígan. They are honored and thanked, but set aside so that the dreamer can find her true skin in human form. The second layer is the warrior woman: strong, present, firm in her boundaries. By remembering her innate strength, the dancer can remove the warrior woman’s costume. She lets down her hair and for the first time begins to feel pretty. But this prettiness is an expectation, not authenticity. The pain of this becomes a menstrual cramp. Her blood is supposed to stay hidden, but her cycle is a profound feminine experience and she discovers it gives her wings and the power of letting go. She recognizes the true source of the cramping: the constriction of being “pretty” and is able to escape it, coming into her emotional heart. The dreamer experiences love, heartbreak, emotional possession, and painful obsession. Coming home to her own skin requires being free from possession. She finds skin, but it is not her own. It is made up of labels, judgments, and more expectations. She peels it away, finally finding her real form: not glamorous, but beautiful because it is real. She crowns herself with natural beauty, and this act reveals wings and a true love that she didn’t know was possible. Coming fully into her body, she embraces herself and surrenders: disentangling her feminine sexuality from patriarchal appropriation, enraptured in reverence and dignity.
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